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My older half-brother, Ed, served in the United States Air Force for more than thirty-two years. He was active in both Desert Storm and Operation Iraqi Freedom and was awarded several medals and commendations. Ed is quite a bit older than I am, so we really only see each other at major family events like weddings, funerals, and graduations. I remember one time listening to Ed talk about his time in the military, I think from when he was stationed at Ramstein Air Base in Germany. He was talking about the lessons life in the Air Force had taught him, one of which was “when they ask for volunteers, always raise your hand.” “At worst,” he said, “you’ll have to wash a truck, but you might get to go home. No matter what, it is better than sitting around.”
I can’t help but wonder if Simon Peter subscribed to a similar life philosophy. I like to joke about Peter’s impetuous nature. He certainly was of the “ready, shoot, aim” school of ministry. He was always ready to say or do something, whether it made any sense or not. In reading our Gospel lesson for this morning, however, I’m beginning to think that this style was cultivated in him by Jesus from the beginning? What if Jesus chose Peter precisely because he was always ready to raise his hand and volunteer? In fact, between the story of Jesus calling his first disciples in Luke and the calling of the Prophet Isaiah in our Old Testament lesson, it seems as though God rather enjoys working with those who are ready to jump into service without quite knowing what that service will actually look like.
In the lesson from Isaiah, we hear God’s initial call to the prophet. It is a majestic scene, in which Isaiah actually comes face-to-face with the Lord God Almighty, an event thought to be so holy that it would cause any human being to die instantly. There, standing before the throne of God, hearing a voice so powerful that the very foundations of the earth shook beneath him, Isaiah was so keenly aware of his unworthiness that he cried out to God, “Woe to me!” Even after an angel touched a live coal taken from the altar of God directly to Isaiah’s lips, he was eager to answer God’s call with, “Here am I; send me!” Now, I don’t know how familiar you are with Isaiah’s work, but lessons from his book have been the Daily Office readings of late, and let me tell you, he had no idea what he was signing up for. His stinging words of rebuke to the leaders of Israel brought him significant hardship, and yet, Isaiah stood firm, answering again and again God’s call to proclaim judgement.
You are likely more familiar with the trials and tribulations of Peter, who in our story for today makes his first appearance in Luke’s Gospel. We find Simon Peter tired after a long and frustrating night of not catching fish on the Sea of Galilee. He and his companions were doing the work that you have to do at the end of a day of fishing – work that is a lot more fun when there is the promise of fresh fish when it is over. The only thing on Simon Peter’s mind at that moment was going home and going to bed. Tomorrow night was already coming quickly, and rest was the order of the day. That is, until a commotion rose up around them. Jesus had been preaching further down the shore, when suddenly, the crowd was upon them. As Peter looked up from his net, he was just in time to see Jesus stepping over the gunwale of his boat.
“Can you put out a bit so that the crowd can hear me?” Jesus asked.
“Get your own dang boat,” might have been my reply, but that’s not what Simon Peter did. Impulsive Peter hopped in and pushed off. As he sat there at the feet of Jesus, something seems to have clicked in Simon’s mind. The message of the Kingdom of God coming near spoke to a deep longing that Simon Peter might not have even known he had. Who knows how long he sat there as Jesus taught the crowds, but when he was done, Peter once again looked up at Jesus just in time to be put to work.
“Head out to the deep water and throw out your nets for a catch,” Jesus suggests.
This time, Peter pushes back just a bit, “Master, we fished all night long and didn’t catch thing.” His retort didn’t stick however, as he quickly changes course, “but if you say so, I’ll give it a try.” Peter threw his net over the side of the boat, not knowing what was going to happen next. This Jesus character promised him a catch, but he didn’t say what kind. Was he hoping just for enough to feed himself? Did he want to feed the crowd that had gathered or the entire Village of Capernaum. Peter didn’t know, and thanks to his spontaneous streak, Peter didn’t seem to care either. Out went the nets and the haul of fish was so enormous that it threatened to sink both his boat and the one James and John had brought out to help.
Peter’s response to this miraculous scene is not unlike Isaiah’s response to seeing the throne of God. Immediately, he fell to his knees and worshipped Jesus in fear and trembling. “Go away from me, O Lord, for a I am a sinful man.” Again, just like it was for Isaiah, God won’t let Peter off quite so easily. From Isaiah’s “whom shall I send,” to Peter’s “Don’t be afraid, from now on, you will be catching people,” in both cases the response was the same – they dropped everything and followed God’s call, with no idea what was going to happen next.
I am not like Isaiah, nor like Peter. I don’t have a spontaneous bone in my body. I hate surprises, and I almost always have a plan. Following God, however, often means throwing the plan out the window, raising your hand, and saying, “here I am God, what do you need?” In October of last year, in the midst of all the amazing things we have going on here at Christ Church, a crowd arrived on our doorstep. We have named them the Cloister Community, but that just a fancy church euphemism for people who are experiencing homelessness and find themselves sleeping in our Cloister. At first, I didn’t really know what to do. I mean, we all knew that folks have been sleeping out there for years, but all of a sudden, they were visible. It is as if I looked up from cleaning my nets one day and suddenly saw a whole group of people that I had never seen before. It was a rocky start. People, personal belongings, blankets, pallets, bikes, and even shopping carts seemed to multiply by the day. I’ll admit that my initial reaction was to push back against this change, to fear for our beautiful campus, and to want to shoo them away. Something kept that from happening; probably the influence of Deacon Kellie, Mother Becca, and other lay leaders who would soon develop into a group called Sacred Conversations that is devoted to praying for our Cloister Community and seeking ways to help them move on to long-term, sustainable housing solutions.
After a painfully slow six weeks or so, in December, we published a set of community expectations, and for the past eight weeks, we’ve been working daily to help ensure those expectations are being met, building relationships, and generally following the Peter model of ministry – ready, fire, aim. It hasn’t always been pretty. There have been unintended consequences both good and bad, but we are making progress toward our goal of providing a safe, temporary place for those experiencing homelessness to sleep. Nothing more. Nothing less. I wish we had a grand plan. I wish there was a flow-chart I could post in my office, but it seems that God’s ways are not my ways. All God asks is for you to raise your hand and volunteer. Slowly but surely, the rest will be revealed.
If you want to raise your hand and say “here am I; send me,” come pray with us on the porch, Mondays at 4pm or join our Sacred Conversations meetings on Wednesdays at 4 in the Conference Room. Jesus loves to make use of Peters and Isaiahs who are flexible and spontaneous, just as he loves to make use of me, a planner and organizer. I don’t know what will come of this latest invitation to walk with our neighbors; but as my brother would say following Jesus brings a whole lot more blessing than sitting around. Amen.
 I am grateful to Lauren Dow Wegner for her imagery. https://www.christiancentury.org/article/living-word/february-10-epiphany-5c-luke-51-11-isaiah-61-8-9-13 (accessed 1/5/19)